I thought my life had ended after my baby girl died Septrmber 16,2011.I was in court waiting to hear what bad news was going to hit me in the face about my daughter Felicia. I was told in court what had happened and I feel like a knife hit me straight through the heart and that was about Maria not Felicia so you can imagine with this double hystericle nightmare. Honestly I know my family didnt think I was going to be so out of control and tramatized,but I wish they would have waited after court. I will tell in Marias journal about the tragedy, I have to stop and rest right now. {LDS}